Tired

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired of the grief. The stress. The longing. The ache. The lonliness.

I'm tired of watching my kids cry and plead for thier father.

I'm so tired of being a single mother. A widowed mother.

I'm tired of not knowing if I will ever see the light again.

I'm tired of tossing and turning at night.

I'm SO TIRED of him being dead.

I'm tired of being everybody's hero. I don't want to be a hero. I just want to be a girl, who married an amazing guy that makes everyone (including herself) think, how'd she get so lucky??

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  1. UnknownJanuary 4, 2017 at 6:06 AM

    "She" is in jail, for now, then undoubtedly prison, for a time, where she will be very well cared for at our expense. "You" and your precious children have unfortunately been handed a life sentence without "him". For that, I am very angered. This is not a fair deal..........Luv You, mom

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  2. UnknownJanuary 15, 2017 at 4:53 PM

    My heart goes out to you Brianne. I can't imagine going through this with small children. One day at a time. ❤❤❤

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