Grocery Trip

I took my three kids with me for a quick trip to the grocery store today. I hate grocery shopping enough when I am alone, so you can imagine what a joy (insert sarcasm) it is for me to take all my kids with me. It's sort of my own personal hell.

After having spent the entire trip trying to make sure my older two weren't speed racing their miniature grocery carts around the store and taking people out in the process, I had finally made it to the check-out lane. My older two were again, being a little crazy and I said to Blake, "You need to calm down or you are not going to be able to go to your play date." The cashier looked and me and said, in a very I'm going to try to give you parenting advice, in a way that doesn't make it seem as though I am giving you advice sort of way, "You know, it's too bad we can't just focus on the good things. Because if he doesn't get to go on his play date, then you don't get a break."

All I could think was, look lady, I am trying to teach my kids a little discipline an I would really appreciate it if you would just mind your own damn business. But, instead I smiled, grabbed my bags and my three wild children and left. Maybe next time I should just leave the kids up front with her, while I shop in peace.

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