Tired
I'm so tired. I'm so tired of the grief. The stress. The longing. The ache. The lonliness. I'm tired of watching my kids cry and plead for thier father. I'm so tired of being a single mother. A widowed mother. I'm tired of not knowing if I will ever see the light again. I'm tired of tossing and turning at night. I'm SO TIRED of him being dead. I'm tired of being everybody's hero. I don't want to be a hero. I just want to be a girl, who married an amazing guy that makes everyone (including herself) think, how' d she get so lucky??